went out with parents to airport for lunch and it was horrible. first, they went shopping and the shop only allowed airport staff and their spouses so i had to wait outside. so i decided to go bk to eat sth. oh...and my parents said they would only take 5mins but they took 15mins. In the end, when they were eating lunch, I didn't join them cuz I was worried i took too long. Luckily, i wasnt late for class. after class, came home and was so bored...at least now i can get some peace. i decided not to follow my parents to the sims' place to eat. dunno if it's the right thing to do. i'm getting mix feelings about this whole thing. but i'm slowly letting go. i hope i'm doing the right thing.it's my life anyway.no one can control it except God and I.
